SCAR

The scar keeps on reminding me that this might happen again in the future.
When I thought about this, I can't stop crying again.

GLOBAL WARMING

limo is done.
burning my photos into a CD is done.
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but there's still a lot stuff needs to be done.

Just finished Chp.6 assignment for Earth Science,
it's about temperature, weather forecasts and 2 pages for GLOBAL WARMING. Which kinda sucks, all i did was going on Wikipedia, copy and paste.

At least I've learned that it's an issue that we people from this planet, needs to deal with it. Too bad I'm sorry, I still go on my friend's car and waste so much gas.

I feel bad for the environment,
and everyone is as same as me, hard to give up what they have.
What should we do for this place?

"This is an Inconvenient Truth," as Al Gore would say.

NIGHT MARKET

I saw this while we were waiting for the bus to skytrain with Vanessa and Victor. The school looks lovely. I admired spending two years in this place.

Today is a big day for Grad Council - the first ever Night Market. Hmm it wasn't the worst event but not very good. The sponsors wasn't very happy because it's too quiet.

I like the hot dogs i made though haha and proud of the raffle tickets we sold.

BROKEN

Finally my giraffe's neck is broken:( It was bent when I was wearing it yesterday. Today I accidentally forced it with my fingers and break his poor little thin neck.. I'll miss you forever. Thank you sis for this lovely present.

yay! No words to describe how "exciting" I am-_- Yes I am going to die soon damn it! It's due soon!! I am getting sick of my photos.. since I went through so many times. hmm how to start and write about my concentration's idea:( I don't know how and where to start it!! Hate writing stuff especially this few sentences might affect my art portfolio's grade!

SILENCE

I tried to calm down myself, but my mind is out of control. Struggling about work, worried about school and about him. When we were sitting besides each other in the car today, I thought you didn't care about me at all. Until the time you turned off the seat warmer button. Did you help me turned it on? I wish the answer is a "yes."

I asked him a few days afterwards. Seems like he didn't have any clue at all.

MARRIAGE

Sometimes I questioned, why people think marriage and being in a relationship is not necessary. Yes, I do believe you can afford yourself and work very well independently. But are you going to live your entire life by yourself? Friends and family cannot be with you forever.

Please think about it. Nothing is hard if you step up your fears. Never give up and open your heart. You might say I am very innocent. But there is still a lot of friendly people around you, stepping in and out of your life. Take the chance, don't let go. I used this to bet with mom. Hope HE can overcome your fears and find your cup of tea=)

CAREERS

Miss Hong Kong Pageant used to be my dream when i was 4. Figure skater in age of 6. Elementary school teacher in 8 years old. An actress and/or singer in my later elementary school years.

Can't remember my dream jobs in my junior highschool years. Probably dating would be the biggest issue, haha. I was considering psychologist as my future job in 15-17 years old. That was the reason I chose to take arts instead of commerce. (There are separation classes for Science, Arts, Commerce in my highschool in hk, the education system is different than the one's here)

Now she is 19 years old, a grown up girl. What does she wants to be? It's impossible for her to be a news reporter. All she hopes is to get into SFU's business, major in marketing. If she can't make it, maybe communication would be a good choice.

THE SOUL OF TAI CHI

"The Master of Tai Chi" is a TV drama in Hong Kong. The beauty scenes filmed in Kunming, Yunnan province and Jianshui Country is stunning. It provides visual satisfaction by not missing a plot involving complex relationships, tai chi philosophy and last but not least, fighting scenes. Though some part of the drama doesn't make sense. Guys always appear when girls are in danger, finding people in the forest is just a piece of cake. I wish it would be that easy in reality. Cops can find the missing people in a short amount of time. But overall the drama is really nice. I loveee the way that they film it.

They played this at the beginning of each episode:

WATER THEME

The photos I took in the film camera are all out of focus. Hope it's sunny tomorrow and I can work on it. Time is getting closer to the due date of the art portfolio. Art is subjective. Either you like it or not. Sometimes I might ask, "Is that portfolio worth a level grade of 5?" You can get the grade you deserve in academic subjects when you work hard, but not in art.